Random Rambles

This week was pretty rough on me, On wednesday night Aaron and I went on date night! It was super fun, We went to Red Lobster - It was so good! Then we went to see Here after - It was about like 4 people who either became close to dying or had someone die, it was super good and about wondering where they go when they die. - Crazy enough after seeing that movie I recieved the news on thursday the 4th that my grandfather was very ill and we all were not sure how long he would last in this life. I called my grandma and told her I loved her and how much I loved grandpa. After I had gotten off the phone with my grandma, I prayed. Mind you I have not prayed since my son was born. I am not the religious type at all. I prayed and asked god to let him be out of pain, let me be okay with him leaving this earth and give me strength to not be so afftected by all of this... about one to two hours later my mom called me in tears letting me know that my grandpa has passed and that she loves me and knows how hard it must be for me. the worst part about all of this is that for the past two years we all knew that he was passing soon, and I remember everytime I stopped and thought about him dying I always thought how am I going to get through this? my grandpa was the most amazing throughtful man that I have ever known, he tought me so much in life, and treated me like gold. I will miss my grandpa so much, he was good man and I will never forget his beautiful smile and the times we spent together in the garden. Now he is in gods garden playing with his best friend and dog chesnut:). Rest in peace Grandpa I know you are happy where ever you may be

Even though the news of my grandfather really upset me, I went on and tried to have a good weekend with my fiance and friends. My good friend scott in back in utah for a couple of months and I got to go visit him with aaron for a little bit. I also got to video chat wirh aarons brother travis and his family they seem like very nice people and cant wait for them to get here and meet them!!!!!!!! :) Anyways me and aaron are cooking a very late breakfast.. love yall!